This time last year.

This time last year I was in Vegas.

Our whole family was together.

We were at dinner, celebrating gramma and grandpa's 50th wedding anniversary.

This time last year I thought 2009 was going to be a great year. Full of fun and excitement.

This time last year I didn't know that these next two weeks would be the last I would have with you.

This time last year I didn't know I was about to begin what I consider the worst year I've lived so far.

This time last year I didn't know god had a plan for my family and I.

In Just two short weeks you were taken from us. Just like that. Snap of the fingers and you were gone. For two weeks I cried every day, I still cry everyday, staring at the door, knowing any second you were gonna come walking through that door saying it was all a big joke. You never came. I'm still waiting for that day.

Today is yours and grammas anniversary. I miss you so much. There are so many things I wish I could have said to you. So many things I wish we could have done together. So many things I'm never going to get to experience with you right by my side.

Grampa,

I miss you, I love you, I need you, ill never ever forget you.

Xoxo,

Allie.