Leave me alone.

STOP!

Just stop! Please stay out of my business. I can't deal with you anymore. You are childish, immature, bratty, and bitchy.

"Come on Allie. Give her a break. She's only 13". Really?! Are you fucking kidding me? Do you know what would happen if I acted the way she did when I was 13? I'd get grounded. I wouldn't be allowed to go out with friends. My phone and my computer would be take away. And what does she get? A kiss and a hug and a "it's okay baby. I forgive you". NO! Fuck that. Fuck you. Fuck all of you!

And you know what? Don't go around telling her all the conversations I have with you. "I hear you got in a fight with mom about getting your cartilage pierced. She already said no so it's stupid to keep asking for it. Dr Becky told mom not to let you so she is never going to say yes so you should stop asking". My answer? "No. I'm going to keep asking. I'm going to be persistant until I get what I want. And if she continues to say no? Well, my 18th birthday is only a year and a half away and then I can do whatever I want. So thanks for the input but please leave me alone".

You know what else I'm going to do when I'm 18? Get away from you! I cannot wait until college. Until I move out of this house and start to actually live my life. To be free of all the stress and frustration the three of you bring to me. It has gotten to the point where anytime any one of you opens your mouth's, I automatically begin to get upset. It shouldn't be like that. I shouldn't feel frustration every time I have a conversation. And that is why I'm ready to leave. It will be so nice to be on my own and not have t deal with any of you every single day.

What am I going to do until then? I don't know.

I really don't know.