You don't get it. No one gets it.

I don't want to feel like I'm someone of the past or a used napkin that has just been thrown out anymore. It sucks. For some reason, people don't seem to get that. And I don't feel selfish for saying that anymore because my feelings are just as important as anyone else's. That's right. I'm important. And wether other people choose to see that or not, I guess that is their decision. All that matters is that way deep down I know my self worth and that I always remember that somewhere out there there is something waiting for me that is so much better than all of this. There is life.