Ted and Robin

In my own twisted and crazy How I Met Your Mother kind of world, we still end up together. And I know it's crazy, but there is always going to be a part of me that feels that way. At least, for right now. If I'm your Robin, then you're my Ted and if we can't be together, I'd at least like us to go back to be the friends that deep down I know we still are. Because the fact of the matter is I really miss being able to call you and just tell you about my day. I miss you asking me about all the drama with my friends and telling me that's it's all going to be alright and giving me advice. I miss you calling me when you're supposed to be working and is talking for hours about pointless crap just because we want to. I miss our friendship. You would always tell me that I am the one you tell everything to. That you talk to me about things even before you tell your family. That I know everything there is to know about you. That you love me as a friend and that you always will. But I don't feel that from you anymore. Knowing that you're choosing to ignore me when I didn't do anything wrong really sucks and I just don't know how to deal with it at the moment. College will be good. College will be a new chapter in my life when I can move on because if you can just entirely forget our friendship, then maybe I can as well.