Tuesday, January 5, 2010

bad.

Am I really that bad of a person?
Is it bad to see a picture of her and want to just punch her in the face?
Is it bad that I see a picture of them and want to put my finger over her and cut her out?

maybe these feelings are normal.

I just want to protect him.

but..I want him to be happy.
she makes him happy.
why can't he be happy with someone at his school? in his own town?

They say to tell them when i feel upset or have anything on my mind..well atleast he does.
But lets face it. i can't be honest. it would crush him.

so for now i wear this fake smile saying everything is ok.
but look inside of me, its not.

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