i love you.

More than anything I love you.

You are like my brother.

You have always been there for me and we've had each others backs.

but lately...

I know I'm selfish when it comes to you.

I want you all to myself.

She is...was my bestfreind.

And its not your fault.

Its not anyones fault.

We've changed.

She's changed and I've changed.

And as hard as I try to do what's gonna make you happy and be friends with her..

we are never going to go back to the way we were. the way we used to be.

when we were 2. the best of friends. nothing could tear us apart.

If only you could see the number of tears I have cried.

over you.

over her.

over this whole relationship.

but enough about the negative...

the positive?

next year your a senior.

what does that mean for me?

at the most i have one more year of this relationship.

Because lets face it hun..It's never going to last past high school.

that was mean sorry. :/

I love you.

I'm sorry.