Why am i here?

I said i wouldn't do this.

I said i wouldn't join this world of of writing my feelings on the internet for all to see.

I said i would be different.

I said i wouldn't let the blogger inside of me come forth.

I said i would just stick with facebook and write everything thats "on my mind" there.

I said i would keep a diary and write my thoughts each night.

But lets face it. That diary went out the window a long time ago.

Sure it was great at first. But then i have to think time to go write in my diary. and lets face it.. i don't think that everyday. this is just so much easier.

And you know I've done this whole blogging thing before.

But then i just stopped.

I don't know why.

It was actually making me feel better.

Maybe this time will be different.

So here i am.

writing.

making a blog.

*cringe*

*sigh*

yah.