Tumblr surveys always ask "Have you ever been in love" and I have always said no. I am beginning to come to terms with the fact that I might have loved you. As messed up as everything was, I really do think that I had much stronger feelings for you than I thought I did or than I wanted to believe I did. But was I in love with you? No. At least, I don't think so. I'm not entirely sure what love is. Or what love feels like. I don't know if I have experienced that feeling yet. I don't know how to describe it or how to decipher what is and is not love. All I know is my feelings for you were stronger than I ever thought they were.
I still think about you every day. I hope you still think about me. Maybe one day our paths will cross again. But until that day, just remember.
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